Well. Here we are again.
Fails all around and yeahhhhh I have done nothing. My motivation is craptastic right now lemme tell ya.
I have images and memories and feelings in my mind. I remember feeling awesome after every workout, how tough it was to start but how great it was to achieve my goals, see them come to fruition. To feel as awesome as I did when I saw my goals under my feet, to keep going and further them. Why can't I get myself to act on these feelings? What the hells Katelin?!?
I have been trying to track my food again, using an app very similar to how weight watchers works. Same amount of points, same general idea. But I remember how much I HATE TRACKING MY FOOD!!!! Freaking can't stand it! I don't know why, I just do. It's the worst for me. Some of my frustration comes from not being able to find what I'm eating in the database. Sometimes they have it, sometimes they don't and then I have to calculate it and blah blah blah. Harrumph.
Can someone help me find my motivation? Please? I can't remember where I left it.
I feel like I've said this before. Sorry for being redundant.
Bragh!!! I hate feelin this way 😣